Gracious Uncertainty
The Burning Edge of Dawn
Artist: Andrew Peterson (www.andrew-peterson.com)
Label: Centricity Music
Length: 10 tracks/38:12 minutes
If you like literate expressions of faith, The Burning Edge of Dawn by Andrew
Peterson is one of the best you will find on record. I’m not being literal with
regard to the latter. Unfortunately, the album is not available on vinyl.
Striking lines abound. One of my favorites comes in a
dream sequence from the opening “The Dark Before the Dawn,”
I had a dream that I was waking
At the burning edge of dawn
And I could finally believe
The King had loved me all along
Why is it such a struggle to believe that last line?
What moves me about this release is the grace through
which Peterson walks the line between certainty and uncertainty. In “We Will
Survive,” Peterson addresses his wife,
Oh, Jamie, I’m all alone out
here
And all I need to know is in the
wind
And now I don’t recognize a
thing
I need a brand new song to sing
In my Utmost for
His Highest, Oswald Chambers speaks of this graciousness of uncertainty,
“We are uncertain of the next step, but we are certain of God” (April 29th).
In the preceding verses, Peterson conveys something similar. We may be shaken
and not know what lies ahead, but we can be sure of God. As Chamber puts it, we
can be certain in our uncertainty.
Peterson’s willingness to share doubt and weakness makes
it easier for those who struggle to relate. In the same song, which is 10 out
of 10, he goes on to say,
So tell me the story I still
need to hear
Tell me we’re gonna make it out
alive again
I need to know there’s nothing
left to fear
There’s nothing left to hide
So look me in the eye
And say we will survive
Peterson has the humility to ask for reassurance since
the outcome is unknown. When he sings “tell me the story I still need to hear”
it speaks to me of our ongoing need of grace. We need to be continually
reminded of the truths of the gospel.
Peterson’s unpredictability in verse is intriguing, but
this track had me before Peterson even uttered a word. It starts with the
beautiful notes of a hammered dulcimer. You can hear it elsewhere, but not as
prominently as here.
“The Rain Keeps Falling,” inspired by the Luci Shaw poem,
“Forecast,” is almost alarming.
I’m so tired of this game, of
these songs, of the road
I’m already ashamed of the line
I just wrote
But it’s true, and it feels like
I can’t sing a note
And the rain keeps falling down
You will never hear a song like this at a health and
wealth conference, but that’s a pity because it’s rich in authenticity. “And
the rain keeps falling” is a repeated refrain, which is a metaphor for the relentlessness
of trouble. In the middle of this storm, Ellie Holcombe sings a counter
refrain, “Peace, be still.”
Towards the end, though the words reflect desperation, I
find comfort in the object of their desire,
I just want to be new again
I just want to be closer to you
again
Lord, I can’t find a song
I’m so tired and I’m always so
wrong
Help me brave tonight
Jesus, please help me out of
this cave tonight
Musically, Peterson has been heavier—this might be
described as acoustic pop/rock—but he has never sounded better. This is one of
the best albums of the year.
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